Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and go "Oh shit, i'm 40, my life is statistically more than half over, how did my youth slip away suddenly???"

then i remind myself "time passing is an illusion, a continuous and coherent self is an illusion, most of the cells in my body are less than a year old, i have the memories of being another person but that might be a dream, the only thing i know is real is today, and all that matters is what I choose to do with today"

weirdly, it helps

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